Saturday, 20 February 2016

Journal Log #2

The date is 20/02/2016
Weather is Sunny with a lil bit of cloud.

"lonely"
For some unknown reason, the word "lonely" seems to resonates in the boy's heart. As he sat down on a train that was heading towards his home, he wondered how fulfilled his life is.
He had friends, he had the best partner and his family is always there for him. Although, he had what not many people had, he still feels lonely.
As the sign from the train signalled the destination he is supposed to stop at, he got out of the train and began walking to the counter. Trying to find the purpose of his life, he realized he had none. While some are satisfied with their mandatory life, he believed he had bigger aim in his life. He wants to believe just how much he is different that others that worked 8AM to 6PM everyday and coming home to their family with warm smile. He has bigger dream. Although, he knew that setting others apart from him would consciously push people that are around him, he decided to take the risk.
He wants to feel superior.
As the curtain of thoughts drop, ending the performance, he realized. He realized that he didn't have to feel lonely at all. In fact, he had everything to begin with. He just never cherished anything that is around him.
The word kept resonating in his heart. He knew, someday, he will be alone, left on the shelf without anyone caring about him anymore. He knew it. But then again, he told himself "At the end of the day, we are all going to be left in a box under a dirt, waiting to be returned to earth. " As he said this, his night concluded.