I am tired,
Tired of being push around. Tired of thinking what will happen the next day. Tired of trying to be positive but it ain't solve anything.
Is there anything that I can do for myself? Because I have tried, exhausting all sorts of ideas, to be more independent, to achieve all sorts of recognition. I have tried and now I am tired.
As I lay rest in this deep slumber, I am overcomed with a dark cloud. A dark cloud which consume nothing but my fear. A dark cloud that is going to take everything from me, and, nothing, I believe could stop it. Till the sun starts shining again, I am going to be left with nothing, again, depriving of sunlight, the dark cloud shall take over me.